horriblest week
i had a damn crappy week and the bitching starts now.
wed. drew money and i didn't take it from the machine! didn't realize till like 15mins later some more.. initially yan quan thought i was just joking.. cos he said "huh are you sure where got people lose money keep laughing wan" haha well you know me. anyways, i was so incredibly annoyed at my stupidity. grrr. hopefully the person who took the money needed it much more than i did.
thurs. kinda got 'sent' home cos i was SO STUPID didn't bring the bloody nkf donation card (they're not even worth it la) to hand in so my teacher said i had to go home to take it. i was just so so so pissed with myself.. then i kept laughing.. then i teared.. friends asked ok not then i was near crying.. so i left the school.. suddenly i was just so frustrated with everything and together with how tired i was having been sleeping at 2am earliest.. i just started crying big time. then i called my ma who got freaked out and insisted i stay home and not go tuition. bahh. cabbed home.. then i was so sian i just stayed home to watch a vcd.. then cab back to school to hand my teacher the card. anyways for the rest of the afternoon my face was super chao bin and pretty much stoned at everyone around me.
fri. woke up feeling weird.. half hr later had high fever complete with block nose and a sore throat. and i loathe having sore throats cos even drinking plain water feels like you're swallowing daggers. totally doesn't help i was bloody pissed cos i initially was gonna pon school but ended up having to go cos of someone and her freaking rigid moral grounds. ARGH.
pertaining to this specific someone who's been increasingly making my blood boil, there's just too much to say, too many absurdities to share. thus i shall not elaborate here.
sigh. miss you guys. pp and ebi.. all the best with prelims! maybe we could squeeze time out to meet after that? till then..
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you gotta relax a bit man... the best way to get over this kinda times is to get HIGH. really! tried and tested and regularly used formula. haha...
and trust me, 2am is SO normal. i've been sleeping at 4.30 and waking up at 6.15... hurhur. i probably look close to becoming a corpse now.
u guys make me feel like a slack pile of shit. i sleep at 11 or 12 everyday. not like i want to, i;ve got piles of work but i just switch off and doze off. and end up panicking the next day cos i ;ve tonnes of work undone. sigh.
leney, i guess all the stress is getting to u. i just broke down last week too. i was laughing and crying at the same time too. this week, one of my class mates broke down too. just wanna let u know that u are not alone in this shit. *hugs*
hur. nobody is doing any better..
i think you're really zoning out lah. to the extend that you didnt take the money from the bloody atm machine. TSK. i hope it was only $20. lol
zz i've been staying in sch until 10+ pm for the past week. and i was in sch since 8 that kind. been doing bloody grou pwork all by myself coz of unreliable and moronic group mates. tsktsktsk.
what to do.. zzz. sch.. blah. whatever.
i was so tired yday that.. i fell asleep at 11.30 on my couch. all the way utnil 9 this morning, moved to my mum's bed and slept all the way till 1. and the drilling and banging downstairs and outside was throughout. i just slept through the whole thing. and i was still tired when i woke up. bloody ass.
and the worst thing is that i dont feel stress at all. having 2 major presentations in a day and having 2 more even more major ones next week. ZZZZZ. just totally sian.
BAH. z. good luck for prelims to the jc pple.
lol you think everyone like you can auto go on high mode ah.
ya only $20. lucky i didn't draw out my tuition fees man.
sigh. everything's just so sian these days -_-" even retail therapy doesn't seem that therapeutic anymore
just went retail therapying on monday. i didn't buy anything at all, but i feel so therapied. looking at things alone isn't fun. only when u try on everything, and take picts(its illegal actually), then its fun. but after the HIGH on monday, i feel so low and blue now... back to reality. sigh.
Oh-hohohoho~! I'm high again! I spent $18.70 on a japanese magazine today, for ONE PAGE inside it. Oh-hohohoho~! off to night-shift now...
whee! i just bought a bag online. hehehhe =p
i still dunno how the buying things online thing works. dun have credit card, how to buy? and they send the stuff to your house?
posb funds transfer. hee. shop at yahoo auctions lor.. and ya send the items to your house. damn addictive =p
hur...yahoo auctions...don't get addicted man. my sister got addicted to it and the ratings thing till she got over 100+ transactions before she got sick of it.
i'm just so dreamy these days...with the prelims drawing near, i think i'm getting dreamier. oh well, breaking down's just so common. another person in art cried uncontrollably that day. sigh...don't think i'm able to overcome my dreaminess to realise how to cry. probably the day before the exams.
anyway, leney's so right. i've got problems with my very own moral obligations thingy. blah. felt so bad not going back to ahs and shps. blah blah blah.
eh joen u workin' now?
hahaha. even if you all wanan go back.. i wont have the energy. i'll be at the east tml. staying at my sub editor's house to finishing subbing bloody around 30 stories. zz
and time now is 4am. i have advert presentation tml. bloody formal. zz. bloody important. SHIT. zz
retail therapy never worked on me. coz i feel guilty of spending WAY too early. lol. so sian lah...
so freaking sian.. ZZZ.
pp.. STOP DREAMING. start studying!! tsktsktsktsk. BAD boy. horrible. leney and eve also. stop laughin! go study!! tsktsk
yawn.. ZZZ. i dont think i make any sense now.
but its sooo fun! buy rubbish also happy =p when my ma saw my purchases she laugh and laugh until she tear. oh ya you know i bought this piglet wearing a tkd gi before. so cute!
people let me tell you all something incredible. today i received mail from dbs. i was like HUH?!! then you know what??? it was a slip informing me that $20 was remitted into my account. fantastic rite? hee.
pp: i'm always right =p
wen: YAWN back at you. i've been trying to study real hard
miss you all!
no lar... work as in homework lah...
seriously i don't know why JC students are SOOOO stressed out and SOOOO prone to breaking down. not as if we poly students are having it any better. but you don't hear any of us breaking down. and i've heard on too many occassions how JC students think they are working SOOOOO much harder than poly students.
hello~~?! our lecturers tell you straight in the face: "Three more weeks left. Not much time left ok? Four hours of sleep or less." like who's more F-ed up? i'm not referring to you guys, but its damn sian listening to JC students thinking they are so high and mighty that they actually have to STUDY and we poly students just sit around.
hahahaha. i agree TOTALLY.
they just throw us a sheet of assignment sheet then expect us to do fabulous 40% assignment. bah..
zzz. newspaper proj.. BAH. we're supposed to come up with a 8 page newspaper. as in do the actual paper. thats around 25 stories. go look for news worthy stories around sch. have editor, sub editors and designers. and all the things can only happen between 1.5 months.
compare that.
zzz. slept 1.5 hours the day before. slept 4 hours yday.. subbing stories now..
i feel bored. sian and tired...
jia you everyone =)
hey injustice! not that we're high and mighty or whatsoever...but it's so rigid and boring and blah blah....at least yall get to do projects. if you think we sleep at 10 wake up at 10..you're so wrong...most of us like sleep at 4 and wake up at 6. so much for sleep eh...and with teachers demoralising you like nobody's business..heh i think that's polite already loh. teachers here say "three more weeks. you wanna fail your prelims?"
ha. you wanan try? i had less than 8 hours of sleep for the past 4 days. rushing a bloody project. and now my editor says that she wanna use HER version of it. try that.
and try having things that totally dont make sense thrown at you. with people who are IDIOTS in your group who cannot even comprehend what you're saying. and the best part is that they go liek "yeayeayea, i get it". whatever. at least pple in tj are all smart.
please lah.. 3 more weeks to prelims.. you wanna fail your prelims. that is SO sec sch loh. you know that prelims is NOT a level. and no matter how likely the outcome is, its a whole different exam totally.
since when did yuo pple slept 10 to 10. at least you all can pon lessons and not be bothered. just a parents letter will do. ours... dont hit 80%, you'll get debar. debar twice = dismissal. and 20% just means like 3 classes (lectures & tutorials).
and not to mention how much work we have to do so that we can pass every sem. sch fees not cheap.
and i just found out that mass com go ntu have to start from bloody year1. and its a 4 year course. i'm not going to waste 7 years for a bloody degree.
but go overseas... where does the money come from?
hurhur and at least A levels got correct and wrong answer. think project based very good ah? try design. bloody menopausal lecturer dun like your design then you die liao.
and you ppl sleep at 4 and wake up at 6 is on your own accord. ours is the lecturer TELLING us to sleep 4 hours or less lor...
sighs... we can start a debate on this topic.
hm looks like the debate's already started.
well regardless how much each of us think we're suffering.. fact remains we're not in each other's shoes and can't totally understand. like to you poly peeps it might seem all we're required to do is just put in the effort to mug and we'll get the results.. yet for you guys however much the effort put into projects the result might not be ideal. on the other hand, to us poly seems so much better cos you can have fun and yet you're learning relevant skills which somewhat equip you for the real world.
in any case, don't you think the ultimate conclusion is that life after sec school is no piece of cake? whoever said poly/jc is easy. there's just no excuse, no easy way out anymore. every little triumph, achievement.. requires effort put in and blood sweated out.
hope we all don't quarrel over this =)
whoah... chill ppl! i guess everyone's stressed out now cos at this point of time, we can no longer be happy carefree secondary school students already. suddenly, responsibilities are shoved right in our faces. and every wrong move that we make, we must pay ourselves. although each one of us face different kind of shitty situations (pmsing tutors and lecturers.. brain bursting thinking questions no one ever seen before.. skiving groupmates.. insensitive classmates... piling schwork and projects... approaching exam day... zero sleep time.. elusive correct answers..biased lecturers..the ticking clock...doing sai gang in projects..long school hours.. or going back to school for just one stupid hour.. bad feng shui in school..blardee hot weather in singapore...raining when we never bring umbrella..backstabbing bitches...) its still shit. we are all in bad situations. no one's having a better time. well i guess we can only do as what joan says in the first comment.... RELAX and derive highness from nothingness!
WAH LAU KANASAI. MACHIAM ALL GO ITE LAH. lol...i was thinking if i chose the ite path. wouldn't have things been easier? or maybe just work in kfc/mc donalds with an O level cert. maybe not...bleh..
well, we've chosen what we wanted, so i suppose complain also no use. might as well work hard. think life after school will be harder. my sister's like crying everyday after work. bleh.
omg i am absolutely pissed off!!! i typed a very long comment and it cannot load and disappeared. am. super. PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
great. and my pissed off comment can appear. so nice of blogspot.
anyway i was sharing how my sister is having a horrible time working as well
and i think that its the long hours that makes everyone so grumpy and all.
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