i KNOW i'm on hiatus.

ok i just had to blog about this..

you guys heard about the 4yr old simei girl who died? well, she's from my church. sigh. dunno her personally but its just so sad.. her parents are very new believers, but much of their motivation towards going church was cos of their daughter.. the girl loved sunday school and always looked forward to going church on sunday.. and would always bug the mum to bring her. that made her parents wanna seek a life in church and subsequently, church became the next closest thing to them aside from home. the girl's got a p6 sister as well.. she gave a testimony and shared about her sister at the wake.. and though i wasn't there, just hearing what she said from my mum made me cry..

point here is, life is really so very fragile.. yet even a young 12yr old kid can comprehend how much her sister means to her such that life without her will never be the same again. just wanna say that despite our lack of communication, meetups and whatnot, i love you guys all the same. and even if we don't get to keep in contact all the time, you guys are always close to my heart! we don't have to talk to each other everyday to remain friends.

take care everyone.. i love you all always! =)

Greetings, Ladies and GentlemAn!
The magnificent Missy is on holidays~!!! bwahahaha...
but not quite, they left us with quite a lot of homework. how saddening. anyways, holidays has never been quite the same since we secondary school. we hardly even have a common holiday now, except you JC peeps. even though Wen and I are both in poly, our hols differ. well, too bad.

alot of things have been happening on the net recently, i think. That day i heard from my friend that streetdirectory.com got hacked. some idiot changed their slogan to "you'll fucking get lost with it" or something along those lines. lol. and then came the incident of xiaxue's blog getting hacked. LOL again. hurhur i was gloating for some unknown reason. then i realised one of the PoT sites I frequented got crashed. some moronic bastard stole their work, flamed people in the forum, and subsequently deliberately overloaded their servers because the admins banned him from the forum due to his bastardy behavior. heh. what's up with those people, really. uncivilized organisms. even if they don't have the slightest bit of internet courtesy, they should at least respect others and most of all respect themselves. its true that most of the time your identity is very much anonymous online, but it makes no sense that they degrade themselves to such despicable behavior. they seriously need some counselling from someone more sophisticated. like. US. lol.

on hiatus.

did darn badly for exams. sigh. can be considered quite rock bottom at tj *yay*

decided i can't be coming online too much cos i'll just waste loads of time.. so i shall be on hiatus for a long long time, hopefully.

from today, i've effectively 44 days to prelims. how freaky is that man..

I'm distressed.

Oh well, not to worry, nothing to do with school, it's because of Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince.

After all the hours spent on it, and that's the ending it's giving me. Alright, I'm admitting to the fact that I've been commenting on the past few books' storyline being cliche-ish, but there really isn't a need to do it that drastically. Who wouldn't like a "happily ever after"?

Aragog's death was apparently unneccessary, it's there so that the death of a higher authority would seem, progressively developed, or to a certain extent, justifiable. Argh~ can't believe it. I just felt that J.K. Rowling wanted to end it quick. Yeah I know it's already the 6th book, but it seems like she ain't ready to write about serious deaths yet. I wasn't even tearing...and the characters were expressed with such indifference after the death you'd think somebody insignificant passed on.

I was definitely expecting better..hmm. Sirius died in Order of the Phoenix, another important person died in Half-Blood Prince. I bet Harry's gonna die in the 7th book. *roll eyes* Order of the Phoenix was more interesting I'd think.

Oh yeah, and screw the half-blood prince. For spoilers, please contact me. lol.

hmmm..

i realised i take pride in whatever i say...


yes. just a one liner.

taitais ain't that simple

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this thing is so odd. if you type your name in another order i.e shirlene foo hui ling then sth else comes out. even better, if you don't use capital letters at all its a different results altogether. lol =p

my wrath incurred!!!

i am so pissed!! andy roddick lost to that ugly thing called roger federer. AND. this piece of shit you call a commentary article was so totally bias towards the latter.

here's the article: http://www.wimbledon.org/en_GB/news/articles/2005-07-03/200507031120403812798.html

what's with all those rhetorical questions mocking fun at roddick??

It was difficult not to have sympathy with him. He was producing some great stuff. The problem was that Federer's stuff was greater still.

so obviously bias right??? AND. justification of my accusations may be seen in how the writer posted an unflattering photo of roddick and that ugly thing's got pictures that are more showy etc.

i am royally pissed.

make a me!

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make a me!! hey this thing is quite fun, go play go play!! i'm the jealous type??

its over yay yay..... for now...

yay i'm finally online!!! i'm freed from jcts!

this has been a real long a horrible week. the first half of the week was totally horrendous

firstly, i have been sleeping like ay 3 or 4am for the last week of the holidays. when school reopened, immediately have jct. that monday, i totally cannot sleep at all. that goes for tuesday as well.

monday night, i totally broke down. stared at the big pile of notes that i haven't touched. and the clock ticking away. when i say big pile, i really mean big pile. like 3 arch files fully filled kind of thick. so i wailed the whole night and couldn't sleep... and i have 2 papers the next day. anyway, that night, i was SO sure i was going to crash and have depression. i was so tempted to skip school and skip the whole blardee jct.

i'm glad i didn't. or else i will never be able to face myself for being such a pussy. running away from jct. and its only jct. but ya, dunno why i was that stressed.

then on wednesday night. gawd my mum was so close to having a heart attack. i was so damn scared. only me and my mum were having dinner at home. then she went to the toilet, and the next thing i know, she's calling out for help. she was like having chest pains and all. and for the first time in my life, i was my mum sweating. she was like in total pain. while i went to get warm water for her in the kitchen, she fell onto the ground. omg i was so shocked. then my maid and i hurried over.... she was totally gasping like a fish out of water. then she was complaining how giddy she was.... then she asked me if our house is experiencing tremors from earthquake again. for the record, the house then was as stable as mr wall. just as i was desperately phoning for the ambulance, my dad rushed home just in time, and sent her to the hospital. she was like, puking all over at that time. i didn't go to the hospital with her, cos i was like only in my nightie with no underwear on whatsoever.

was so worried she was going to die or sth. like, i feel so not fillial. should have gone marketing with her more often. should have went golfing with her more often. and i feel even more evil cos i just scolded her for any how switching channels. at that moment, i realised like. WTH was i so worried abt on tuesday night? it was just blardee jcts!!! compared to impt stuff like my mum, what exactly is jct?!?!?! its just some stupid common test!!! i wouldn't mind failing every single test so long my mum is alright.... totally couldn't study at all that night........

and in the end, my mum just had food poisoning and indigestion, after being observed at the hospital for 6 hours. thank God it didn't develop into heart attack with all her panicking.

whoah this is a long post.... =P

anw, i realise that i have been very blessed with friends like u guys,and a family too. getting things into proportion... i now realise that wth jct is just jct!